Since New York I'm planning new ways to get to Athens. I'm liking this idea Sunshine has about a job there.
I'm dealing with work.
I'm dealing with weirdness with the almost ex. I think she must be missing me. When she was at the house this weekend she kept following me around to talk to me about all sorts of nonsense. Just random things. It was like she was trying to make conversation. Then later she decided to tell the kids and I how good a cook Nick is.... Let's just say the woman continues to confuse me.
I was pleasant but distant. The reality for me is that the day before she signed the papers I almost had a panic attack that she would change her mind and want me back. Now looking back on it, I'm almost ashamed that I hoped for the marriage to just be over. I actually wanted/want the divorce. I don't love her anymore.... At least not the person she is now. Maybe not the person she was. But then I feel guilty about that... Can anyone else relate?
