Well I know H is back since I emailed this morning about some pics I had to give him and during our email conversation he says "Did you and your lawyer get a chance to look at the paperwork? Please let me know what's going on with that." What's the rush with this!! Sometimes I wonder if filing for reconciliation will just make him angry and want to go full force D. I don't know if it will work in my favor. He also said in a text today that he just wants to get it done so it will be one less thing on his mind.

I just don't know if its even worth it. I'm so confused. My feelings are all over the place today and I can't get a hold of myself.

Me35/H35
D16/SS14
M-1yr/known H 18yrs
1st Bomb: 4/26 OW35
2nd Bomb: 8/17 OW21
Moved out 8/21/08
H filed D on 9/9/08

God determines who walks into your life...it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.