I know. I missed TONS of truth darts. I don't know why I wasn't saying any. Maybe it was because the kids were right there in the living room and S14 had two friends there, too.

Today, I just don't know what the hell is wrong with me. On the way to work, I decided to send the wife a text.

"BTW...my passion? Its still there. For you, for the kids and for life again. Things that you NEED to know. I can't leave things left unsaid between us."

I expected no response and she hasn't disappointed.

Am I crazy or what? Is it me giving up....puting myself out there? I felt big time backsliding yesterday and with the text.
I plan on trying to have as little contact with her as possible. I do have to get with her on the gifts that we discussed for D6 and the stuff for her party.

Can I really expect that she would let OM set up a moonbounce at the party? She HAS to realize that I would go batsh*t if I saw him there.


Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."