Absolutely ladybug. All the ladies are welcome. They're even welcome to critique my dancing, drinking, and pickup technique
How am I feeling? About how to be expected, angry, bitter, frustrated, and sad. I use my weekly night out to counteract those feelings. I find myself really enjoying talking to people when I'm out and even having some adventures like this. On Saturday, I ran into this freaky girl at the bar who started the conversation by biting my on the chest. That was kind of interesting. When I mentioned it to her a little later, she bit me on the other side. That definitely got me thinking ....
I just want to move forward either to reconcile with the wife I remember and still love or to move on with the divorce and to decouple our lives so that I can make more long term plans for the kids stability.