What a frustrating day. NO ASS-uming that he is with the aub! You know better than to guess what he's up to.
If you really feel you want to explore things with CEO then why do you have to wait for him to ask you? If you want to explore - ASK HIM! Of course, that's easy for me to say from several thousand miles away when I would NEVER EVER IN A MILLION YEARS ask a guy out. The other little issue of you still being M and not sure about your R has to be holding you back too. I'm just saying.......don't wait for life to come to you. You have to take it by the horns and wrestle that bad boy to the ground!
I was trying to think of something witty or clever to say but it's just not coming to me. I'll leave with this thought. If you are feeling this separate from your H and are resigned to him never coming back then what are you holding on to? A vague idea of what you once had? A memory?
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!