I'm so proud of you T2L!! Sounds like everything is going as you planned.
Hope - Hang in there....every day it gets a little bit easier.
I'm in that downward spiral today....I didn't do or go anywhere this weekend...I had lunch with my girlfriend on Friday and ended up crying...Saturday and Sunday I spent it with my daughter. We just watched movies and relaxed around the house.
I believe my H is back from Colorado. I saw that he called his mom last night so I'm assuming he's back. I also saw that for some weird reason he texted OW at like 1145pm on Saturday night then called her at 1245? I'm thinking if he was with her this weekend in Colorado then why would he be texting and calling her? She must have left him alone and went out or something. It threw me for a loop. I know I should not be looking at this type of thing because of the impact it has. I just can't help myself sometimes.
I will be calling the paralegal today to file reconciliation paperwork. I just want to buy some time for him to think about this. Time is on our side right? Despite all the pain, the feelings, the emotions, everything is it crazy for me to want him back? To want him with me in our house, in my bed, in my life? I was planning to write a letter too and present it at the mediation meeting. What do you think?
Me35/H35 D16/SS14 M-1yr/known H 18yrs 1st Bomb: 4/26 OW35 2nd Bomb: 8/17 OW21 Moved out 8/21/08 H filed D on 9/9/08
God determines who walks into your life...it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.
