TAL, I'm so sorry things are not going so well for you. Sometimes I wonder if the marriage ever truly heals. It seems what we give and give, but get little in return. Hang in there. I think the stress of him being away from home is as hard on him as it is you.
Hugs, Yoyo
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon