Good morning and thanks for your input.

I have read and re read your post.....

I know I need to be strong..its just the doing part that I struggle with... I know you all know that so alone feeling..how do you get past it?

My husband is my best friend.....
I never envisioned having to go thru life without him...
this is horrible.

We are 6 months into this..but because he has come and gone ..I still feel like it just begun.

It shall be interesting to see if he tries to say anything.....
or just going to let what his mom said be the last word.

Goal for today... not cry...

I am officially down 20 lbs... from a size 12-14 to a size 10!
I wasnt "fat"..just still had on a little extra that I never lost from the baby.....

Gonna wear something cute...make me feel good!Cuz let me tell ya...OW...ugh..she looks horrible..lol ..I dread seeing her daily!

Have a good one..
Today I will try to smile
Sandy

m/39
h/40
t/20,m/19
d14
d10
s3
3/19/08 ILYBNILWY
7/21/08 A W/Best Friend