K, Sunshine,

I know what you mean about CEO- it seems from so many perspectives that he's here in the right place at the right time. If he was to ask me to go out with him, I think I would. I can always get a new job ;\) . But there's the thing- he needs to ask me, and that will depend on whether he can overcome the barrier of being the CEO. We shall see.

I feel OK about the H thing in a way. He makes his choices and I can make mine. In my heart I feel that it's not over (rather than him just not telling me it's over, or me not telling him). I guess it doesn't hurt to keep an open mind about it while exploring the other options though.

Thankyou for posting- I really appreciate it, especially considering how hard things must be at home right now.

Love to you, Sunshine

L. xx