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Thanks Saffie,

I did ask H he we could start to dialogue again, and he said yes, but it hasn't been mentioned since.
I know what you will say that I should mention it again, but I want him to, I need to see that it is what he wants to do, that its important to him too.

I just feel that things are off with us, that we don't really have a relationship, not a real one, all he does it makes jokes about everything, and acts silly, but we never are serious. I just want some serious, some quiet time, but we never have that.
We barely hug or kiss, just in the mornings and before we go to sleep, then odd time there will be more.
I just don't know what to make of it all, he tells me he is happy, that he feels better then he has done in years, but the actions just aren't there.
Not sure what to do