The thought about CEO had occurred to me, although it look a bit less likely this week.
Anyway, I sent a message to H's and my mutual friend this morning to congratulate him on the birth of his baby. Got H's Out of Office back (I'd cc'd him) and he's on holiday again this week. I guess the lack of communication/mention of it indicates he's away with the aubergine. *sigh*
I know this could be good in that they'll be spending a lot of time together, and it explains why he's been withdrawn the last few weeks. Other than that I don't have much to say- I feel a bit upset at the moment but am sure it'll pass. I guess it's disappointment about him not telling me about his holiday rather than the fact that he's probably with her. All this time of being his "friend" and validating etc. and he can't even tell me he has holidays planned. I guess he just didn't want to hurt me or something stupid like that. It's hard to understand, though, why if he thinks things are over he doesn't just say it. Surely that would be the easiest thing?!
Anyway, I don't feel like crying, just resigned to H being gone and (probably?) not coming back. I actually now can't wait for my seminar at the sperm bank, and feel like I should start dating. Like NOW!!!
Maybe I'll schedule a call with Jody for this week and talk things through. CEO appears more and more appealing by the minute....
*sigh* *sigh* *sigh*
And CEO has just walked past me looking at me in a concerned way (he can usually tell if I'm feeling sad). Lucky he's going out this afternoon or maybe I'd just tell him the whole sorry tale!
