I am beginning to realize thats what it is. I still think she is fighting with it since now that everyone knows in the family and kids she says she just wants to be left alone an need nobody. Told me the other day she is not gay just feels that way for that woman. What I dont understand how can she think its ok for our kids to do that and hey are just suppost to acept it. Life can realy sometimes be hard and now I am bginning to understand that its not all peaches n cream,no matter how goo of a person you are. I am still fighting with myslef and try to life one day at a time and keep telling myself the kids need you to be srong and I will be the man I used to be and hopefully look back at this experience with a smile and know it made me stronger
