Ok advice sounds good.

Tonight it crossed my mind that he had another woman. Only because he is so secretive. Don't know if I could handle it. He was saying right up to a couple of eweeks ago that I was the only woman that got his heart racing. Has not said it for a while now . I would love to ask him. But I wont.

I am tempted to follow him! I know , I can here you yelling all the way across the Pacific Dooooooooooooooont

I know you keep saying take up a new hobby / sport but I don't know what!

I am not a bloke and I cant think of any sissy things to do.

Ok tomorrow I see him, I will be provocative but aloof ..... should be interesting. Sounds like teasing and I guess it is.

How are you doing ?

Has there been any improvement in your situation , even a little bit ?

Life must feel a bitch to you. You never asked for any of this. I know there are a lot worse things happening but that is no consolation when you feel so down.

I would give anything to have my H be as understanding as you.