big fight Saturday night he wanted to ml but I just cant. I can barely stand his hands touching me. All I can think about is him with her, giving her the affection I was begging him for. How long until I can get over this? I was never this unforgiving before this happened. I hate who I am now. I hate looking at every pretty woman when we go places wondering if he is thinking about her. We have not been to the MC for a month and I can tell it is hurting our relationship. I am not going to mention it. I am leaving it up to him now. I am tired of giving.
M:38 H:42 T:20 M:19 D:18 S:17 MLC: Sometime in 2007 OW Bomb 1: 12/28/07 OW Online relationship 2: Spring 2009 Told him I wanted D: May 10, 2009 D final: 07/09/11
