Thanks Daisy, Sep, and Opt,

I admit that I am a bit nervous and anxious-trying to get over that!!! Sadly I look a little tired today, but at least I have a cute outfit :).

So there will be a few hours together this afternoon and then he goes to class, so about 5 hours in between. This is probably a good thing.

Thanks also for the feedback on the email. At this point I feel like I'm meant to send it and like the timing is perfect, but of course I will see how things go after today. if it seems unnecessary,then I'll skip it.

So yesterday, for those who know I've been using the Secret, I was at the store thinking about what I should be doing to make this visit as positive as possible. I saw a wine with a sticker on it that said "leap of faith". This shook me as it's the term I've used in all of my unsent letters to H. I want to tell him to take a leap of faith...anyway for me I think this means having faith that things will be positive without knowing exactly how. I do have these goals, but in terms of how exactly they'll be met, I guess I can't know...

Night before last I also had a very good dream when I asked for a sign, that we were doing a vow renewal. It was spur of the moment and we had no vows written, but were really happy.

OK I need to head to the airport soon. Will think positive and calm and serene...

I'll probably post more after H heads to class :). I'll follow up on all of your threads then too...

ITH


Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years
Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be
S 07/28/08-11/08/08
Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!