Thought I better start a new thread since mine will probably lock up tomorrow.
Well Hubby finally did contact me by text (not quite the phone call he promised but whatever, no sense in getting pissy about it) and it was nothing serious, just talking about a show we watch as he was catching up on the episodes. So we've been texting a little.
Another interesting thing about last nights phone call was that he said that it seemed like every time he would start thinking about getting back together again we would have a fight and he would have to start his thinking over again. So I guess my big big big challenge is going to be keeping things super positive over the next few weeks, especially right before he leaves so that when he comes home we can work something out and get a place together.
I am really just trying to keep my own thought inside and not lash out everytime something goes wrong. Like tonight for example, when he texted instead of calling. I could have (and probably would have) said something snappy (read bitchy. . .) in the past but instead I kept it happy and just said "hey! what's up?" I struggle so much with just keeping things inside instead of just saying the first thing that pops into my head. I am doing much better than I used to. It is easier via text because I have more time to think before I respond but even on the phone last night I found that I was super aware of what I was saying and slowed things down and thought it out. Weird. But I like it!
