Hi everybody: Thanks rachael for your wishes and i am totally decide to enjoy a kind of weekend you had adviced me... However he is a little sad, again the leg after two weeks of totally rest had injured yesterday while he was training for the marathon, so, he will ask the travel agency if they can bring us back the money but this is almost negate so... we will travel but he cant run the marathon, only walking...!! He is so frustrated... but i am there for him, and the positive is that hi hasnt rely his bad mood or fruatration on me... he is lovely, sad but lovely...!!... Yesterday he had a medical meeting and i need to accept i was feeling a little anxious about this... he came back early but my mood wasnt the best you know, all that memories came back... he noted i wasnt in my best mood, but i control myself and we enjyoed talking before bed time at last... I hope this doubts and anxious feelings pass with time... Well, see you around, tomorrow i will tell you if i go to NY or not...!! Andrea