The funny thing is ..he really doesnt deserve me.... And..he will never find another woman that will do EVERYTHING like I did.
Yes.. it was my fault..I created it. We were kids when we married, but I cooked, cleaned, bills, laundry..you name it I did it.
He did do some stuff... but..not consistantly... thats part of why I could never relax and give enough time for him.... I was too stressed out..yes that is more my nature..but it would be great to have a 50/50 relationship.
I might post...depending if I have any thing worthwhile to talk about...lol...
But I really am an all or nothing person.
If I were to keep DBing ..it would be for my marriage and I need to accept that he doesnt want me.
