Yes, today was my day off so I went to the mall with the BFF so I could get an outfit for a job interview that I have on Wed.
So I broke today as I had an overwhelming feeling that H wanted to reach out but was nervous, so I sent "Hi stranger, just wanted to say hi and let you know you have a ton of mail here " text. He texted right back "Thank you I have been meaning to text you" and that was it. nothing else since. I mean I guess it is good that he said he was meaning to which would mean that he was thinking about me.
I'm still keeping positive. I have been having alot of dreams about us lately...real life ones, like when I wake up I still feel his arms around me. All positive, like that I notice he is wearing his wedding ring or he is sleeping next to me when I wake up. The other night I dreamt about us having a R talk he said he noticed my changes.
" text. He texted right back "Thank you I have been meaning to text you" and that was it. 
nothing else since. I mean I guess it is good that he said he was meaning to which would mean that he was thinking about me. 
