Right now i am still feeling sad and mad about what he had done... but i dont want to talk more... or i think it is better not to talk... even sometimes i want to express him how i feel bc him...!!... They cant realize how much damage they put in our R with that actions... i have still some damage thoughts... i returned to past... and the only thing that helps me to think in a PMA is to realize he is putting a lot of efforts trying to show me he is remorselfull about what he had done... I will be open eyes, giving him the benefit of doubts, he knows i will not accept this kind of behavior any more... at least i want him to know that...!!...
