I need to tell you that from that moment i still had thoughts, bad thoughs about what had happened, i fight with that thoughts... we went to that dinner invitation and passed it so well... he was so affective... but i always think, and still i think that, that he was so afraid bc his actions and my feelings... that was the typical behavior of a guilty h...!!.. The day after we enjoyed an afternooon with kids at a mall... he was so affective... so care... and we didnt talk at all abput what had happened... On sunday we went to beach, and in the way to beach i asked him about that friend supposelly he was in the XXX bar... It was a way to tell him... hey, i am still thinking about this...!!... i am not sure about your actions... you hurted me... We passed a wonderfull time at beach with kids... always so nice and care about me... Now i am feeling so unsure but at least i know he is trying to fix what he had done... and he is so sure about what will be my decissions if this happen again...!!... At least this time he look for forgivness and accept he did it wrong... at least this time he is putting too much efforts just trying to make me feel better, giving me too much explanation when his cell phone rang... avoiding to arise on me any doubt about him and his actions....
