So... not talking to him was a big big 180 for me... but know i had learned that talking in a moment when i was feeling so mad, will never arise nothing good for me and for us... I had passed all the day so mad, returning to the past, to past events and behaviors... i was so mad...!! A friend, an spouse from a doctors friend, called me to invite us to a dinnet at their home... so i said yes still feling mad.. and thinking, too much thinking and that thoughts hurted me a lot...!!... So, at 2:30pm i called my h.. his voice sounded afraid and remorsefull... I told him about the invitation and he told me that his friend had told him about it... Are we going...?... i asked him icy and brief... and he answered me... Yes... Can we go...?!!.... So, he arrived home vey very early... I know this was bc he was afraid about my feelings and mood....
A friend, an spouse from a doctors friend, called me to invite us to a dinnet at their home... so i said yes still feling mad.. and thinking, too much thinking and that thoughts hurted me a lot...!!...