My Crazy mess, these are the days of my life!

[christarn]

I'm not leaving here anytime soon VS~~~I have tooo many dear friends around this place....it has been my safe harbor for a year and a half now.

I just know the fight will only lead to more anger and further resentment on his part.

VS, I am fine. I have built a good life for myself. Bought a home, have a GREAT job, and am going back to school....my life is good. I know he has done things in what was once our home that I would never be able to forget. I know I have tried, and I grew from this; he is still exactly where he was when I left. I can not change him, he has to want to change. He put multiple things in front of our M, and I know with the anger he has, it will never be the same or better....I have thought about this for a while now...i am just tired. If he were giving some sign the anger may be decreasing, I would be more hopeful, but he is not. He just shows more anger.

VS, I will be here for you...I am not going anywhere, I am going to need everyone around here to support me over the next couple of months....I have a feeling it's going to get ugly!

(((VS))) thanks for checking on me!!