so found out tonight when he brought home the kids that he took his wedding ring off, he was actually trying to hide it from me. It really broke my heart all over again. He was not very tolerant of my being emotional. He doesn't want to deal with that, he understands that I can have emotions, but he doesn't want to deal with them. He is also still stuck on the negative parts of our relationship. Although he did say that he sees a point where we can do stuff with the kids and such.
I am tired of feeling like this, tired of being sad and feeling like I am bleeding and the only single person in the world. I *know* that isn't true but it feels like it.
Jane
Me 41 H 42 DD 11 DS 8 M 18 bomb 8/3/06 separating 9/18/08