I truly miss love

[Sanderika]

Thank you Bworl for the last post,

My H of 24.5 years and a relationship of 29.5 years ended on Friday nite when my H ( who's been in a MLC for 38 months) served D papers to me.

My H has been with the same OW he left me for on 8/05.

I am physically and metally exhausted. My S12 and I are so very heartbroken we do not know where to go from here. I feel so sad, I feel like my S12 and I are the losers. My H is with his OW this weekend dining out and spending time at a local nightclub.

My S12 and I have stayed home...I feel we are in mourning and H is celebrating.

I want my H to feel regret, remorse and pain for leaving a wonderful family. He is giving up so much to only receive her in return. H must be convinced this is what he wants.

I am in tears about people like me and cinders and all the others who are LBS who truly fought for the marriage and still to this day with all they have dished out can still honestly say they would take them back in a heartbeat for they do truly love them.

I am crying way to hard to continue...

This world is so unfair...I cannot see a future...

Sanderika