It is not you, it is HIM and the choices he makes. I can tell you that for those few years my h never said he loved me or touched me--he said that it was very hard for him because he fought his feelings for me, wanted to spend the night, etc. but had to go back to where he lives.
I think some of these men are in so deep, they don't know how to get out of their situations.
And it is not us that begs or holds them back, it is someone else, I believe the other person has a leash on them or they would be free to break away or do what they want. These men are not themselves, they are allowing other forces to control them.
But at the same time, many are unable to make rational decisions.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
