Thanks Rachael por your answer and advices...!!...
My mood hadnt improve yet...!!... actually i am so angry with my h actitude right now... Yesterday he leaned on me all his bad mood bc a problem with the VHS that cant record his Formula 1 VHS... so, i hate this, bc i hav nothing to do with this and he has to be more considerate with me... and today at morning, he ask me to let children to school, a thing he do everyday and that alter too much my mornings... and you know why..?... bc he has a gripe...!!... Who care about me, and help me last week when i felt sick too...!!... I hate all moves has to relate with his confort or help... What about me...?... Just bc i am not working i dont do anything... and how i can work if he doesnt help me or motivate me to look for something.. he never ask me how he can help me, or what i had done about looking for a job or an income that actually i am doing the effort...!!.. I hate feeling that everything in this home is all about him...
So, to balance a little this post, let put some Positive actions of my h last days:
1- He was afective with me on my birthday.
2. He admire my dress that i wear on the party we went that day at night.
stay around... i dont know what to do.. i hate still doing the same things between us...i hate still feeling myself as a second priority in my home... i hate he didnt value what i do at home... i hate he still reacts against me when his mood is altered...!!..
andrea