I know how you feel, I constantly tell myself, 'ok, this is enough, let GO and get on with your life without H...he will never come back anyway'
Then always something seems to be 'sent' as a 'sign'...for expample a song on the radio, or something someone says...and then I go back to believing that there IS a chance that one day H may come back, and that I should keep my heart open to that possibility...
Sending you some love on this gloomy, rainy day...
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus