Man this weekend has sucked. I am supposed to be studying my butt off, mostly I am avoiding hanging out in my lonely quiet house. I miss the presence and noise of my kids. I hate that he is off at a reunion having fun, or at least I think he is.... I am thinking about "us" a lot and wish I could stop. Silly songs going through my head over and over.
I am having a hard time being distant. How do you do that, how do you "give up" and get over it, but lock away that small twinge of hope.
Me 41 H 42 DD 11 DS 8 M 18 bomb 8/3/06 separating 9/18/08
