A few weeks ago I was randomly reading parts of the Bible (and I mean randomly). One of the passages I read was 2 Corinthians 7 and it is the only time that I can honestly say that I've felt like God was talking to me. I saw it as a sign but that was before my D papers and all the recent mess happened.
Today part of that passage appeared in a daily testimonial that I receive via email. I had made a decision in my head (not my heart) that my M was over and that come what may I needed to move on b/c ultimately there would only be me in control, especially of finances (and not H and his L). Now??????????????????
Like I said my head is mashed.
Me 43 XH 45 M 2.7.88 Divorce 7.10.09 Kids D20,S17 & D15
