I believe in Miracles

[istherehope]

Hi Sep,

Thanks! I haven't sent the email yet. I am going to wait until Wednesday evening so if anyone has any feedback in the meantime...

This way we will see what Monday is like before I make a bold gesture like this. For example if there were a big R talk I might not do this. I think if all goes as smoothly as I hope on Monday I will send it.

Yeah so Monday,i.e.tomorrow...I am coming up with some "as-ifs" for the day. I need to act as-if he is thrilled to have me there, as-if he is seeing what it would be like to live with me etc. So I am going to avoid R talk, let him initiate all conversation, and just generally keep myself busy but not like I'm nervous and hiding if that makes sense.

I will be back on the Thursday night again, and technically need to be back in Dublin on Monday night as well.

So the Secret...yesterday I was walking and literally thinking loud about "what do I do next?" I looked up and saw a Nike ad, so in English which is rare here, and it said "your move". I am not sure what this means still, maybe it's the email. I havn't had another flash of inspiration, but perhaps something will come tomorrow.

ITH