My Ex was in an accident-now what?????

[mkultra]

Hi everybody. The strangest thing has happened. I must now take care of my husband after he was run over by a truck. I showed up at the ER and had to do all the wifely duties but then I had to admit that I did not know what his insurance was, or his address, or where he worked. pretty obvious we were separated. he looks horrible but he will live. Thank goodness for my kids. It has been completely surreal. He cannot go back to his apartment because he is on the second floor and he will be in a wheelchair for up to a year. He will walk again with rehab. Our families have hinted if he could stay with me. I am sure he does not want that. There is a creepy person who visits him often. I am not sure if they are together, but I mind my own business and act as if. the weird part is that I remember exactly the last time we hugged. kissed and had sex and today was the first time we kissed since I found out about his cheating affairs last year. To make matters worse, I wrote about his sudden weight loss and bizzarre appearance. Well he is still a vegan ( his former mistress insisted on this) an he is barely eating anything in the hospital. He looks horrible. Each day we visit with him, he is so grateful for our company. He wants to hear everything about my life, my friends, my work, the kids, my day, any movies I have seen because he is so lonely and for a while he has been friendless without me. But then at night when I am a single parent with two jobs and my kids alone in my home I start to remember how cruel and verbally abusive he was before I even knew he was having affairs. People have mentioned so many things to me. "It is karma." "How can you be so nonchalant and jovial while your husband is injured?" "You should take him back and take care of him." "Maybe now he will re-evaluate his life and come back." "I cry when I see you two back together again like a family." "Would you take him back?" "It is so nice of you to visit him after whAT HE DID TO YOU." Huff. Why so many comments about our lives? Because the whole town knew about his affair before me. I used to write about it a lot here but he was the manager of my mom's pub and then I took over his job at night even though I have a job in the day! All the customers knew and saw him begin his affair with a girl 16 years his junior who literally worked in the coffee shop across the street!!! How humiliating for all of us but I hold my head up high and look hot and smile. They would even carry on while I was at work!!! Cruel. I do not want him back. Plus he looks literally like a victim of Auschwitz. Please give me insight my friends.