Rachael i am so glad to know about you again...!!.. i wrote you a little on your post and i am glad to see that in some way my story can help you to have patience...!!... this is the most difficult issue an all...!! Ok, my M is OK and i am OK, only i dont have any job still and i feel like i need it and of course our economic also need it... my h is a little stress bc the situation but we are handling this ok... and i am trying not to pressure him and to be too much considerate with him, the spents, etc... Our taller son and d came back after the camp and again the familly is full...!!... i am doing a lot of exercise and i am feeling great i think i had lost a size...!!.. My baby girl is sixk so we didnt sent her to school... i am waiting that to beguin moving fast toward a job, it seems i feel a little stuck in this issue...!!... My mind still plays a little with thoughts of the past... but i can controll that and try not to impact my life with it...!!... Strange that my thoughts are about the first OW, maybe bc on our first separation there was an specific OW who chase him and they were together for almost 4 months... but there are no evidence about her or anyone..!!... See you around.. Andrea
