I do my best to be forgiving and understanding. I do have a better understanding of what happened then I did a few months ago. It is shifting back and starting to look at a life with her again that is difficult. Since her planned trip with OM I dropped the rope and looked at new life without her.
She did think it was odd when I told her I knew that the first time she was going to be gone for the week that I knew where she was going. I just told her I knew her well enough that I saw what was going on. Pretty obvious though.
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does
