Thanks everyone,

Today is not any better.... had soccer games for the kids, but still very emotional.

I am just holding on to any last thread that he will want to come home after his trip.

I dont know how you all can just tell yourself to suck it up and move foreward...I try but I still cant stop crying..I am just too emotional.

I want to be that fun happy person that I once was... its just hidden right now.

Sandy

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