Get mad,get strong;wipe your hands..then u STAND!

[Treese]

Sir....
thanks....but I don't lean on my kids....really I don't...what you read is only few and far between....I am usually happy around my kids....I want them to be kids....my daughter is hurting also....I just dont want her to think she is alone....we both miss the family thing...we both miss H....but we do do things to laugh and be happy....this time it all came up because of the paper she wrote....it was amazing and she is very smart....and YES...I have learned so much from her....but really I try not to lean on her...I want her to be a kid.....and she knows it....but I know I have to stand up....dust myself off and get on with the day...and trust me I do it every day...but I think I"m getting better...

At least I can go a whole day sometimes without crying at all...now that's an accomplishment for me....a year ago I wouldn't have been able to say that....

you're right....one day at a time....slow...patience (hate that word but I'm getting better)...and time...I'm always hoping and praying that some miracle will come our way....whatever that may be...

Take care and thanks for stopping by....