Bbj, just wanted to let you know I am reading and I am sorry you feel bad right now. I am at a very low point myself today (for reasons not related to my xH-I maypost some tomorrow) and I cant find a ny wise words to tell you. At least Sara and coach are giving you some good advice... Take a step back and act as if you are just hitting a bump. That's all I can think of right now. You knew this was going to be hard... Hugs and kisses Love ya K