Well...Bill, if you say I need a 2x4, I guess I will take my lumps, but I really was not feeling sorry for myself this morning. Actually I was more pissed at her than anything else, and that's not good either.
I know the mantra.."actions not words", but after watching the actions and really paying attention to the positives the last couple of weeks, those words last night were just a bit hard to take. It has been a while, and maybe I should have expected it, but I tried so hard the last few weeks not to focus on what she might say or might be thinking....no fears...oh well.
This just tells me I still have work to do. Something she sees in me is still not right, something I am doing or not doing tells her I am not sincere.
It tells me I am still pretty bad at GAL, and emotionally detaching, or it would not have bothered so much.
....and I guess it tells me I have to MAN UP...lol...jeez, Bill...cursing at me, swinging the 2x4 and questioning my manhood...Thanks...needed that I suppose.
