So...
Today is our first "fight"?? since our last reconciliation...!! and always for the same... cant he change...?!!... Let me explain so you can give me some opinions....
Yesterday he came back from work, tellling me what to say to the maid who hadnt came back after the week we went out of home...!!... He told me: you will say her you wont pay her all this days, etc etc... So, i aswered him... Ok, i will inform her exactly what you decide, but i would prefer you asking me or acording with me how to treat this irresponsbility of he maid...!!... I told that in a very calm and pause way...!!...
After that he went to the refrigerator, blaming bc the ice maker was freeze...!!... i remain calm and not reactioning at all... So, everything was blaming and blaming... and all my efforts of maintaining home clean, in order, his clothes, his foods, that doesnt value at all...!!...
So i was annoyed, but remain calm, didnt say anything... and stay apart of him doing my own issues...
Today in the morning, he went to do some jogging, i stayed at home... I need to cancel a date in court we both have to sign reconciliation bc the maid didnt came back and i dont have any who can pick my children while i am there (my mother, my MIL, everybother is out for vacation)... So, when he came back from jogging, he asked me: At what time is the date...?... so, i told him i cancell it.... He was so furious... Telling me he cancelled his appointments at office bc that date and that i never tell him i will cancell it... I explain him i cancelled the date today, just ten minutes before he came back the maid didnt came back... So... You know that and you didnt tell me nothing yesterday... I again told him i cancelled the date 10 minutes before...!!... So, he get on shower, so angry... i was so angry too.... I began cleaning my home... and decide to put some music and dont let him disrupt my day with his mood... and began to feel better dancing and singing while cleaning...!!...
Thats all the story... i feel calm, but also thinking why he has to act like that...?!!..
i will appreciate your comments... and also i will tell you what annoy me most is to feel so frustrate and sad bc a fight between us... so dependant still of his mood...!!..
andrea