Thanks to everyone. I do appreciate your guidance.

I was NOT saying that God was doing anything to teach us a lesson or causing all of this.

I was simply saying that I do pray for a christian to befriend my H to maybe help lead him down the right paths, maybe someone to help him. I know it would be up to him whether or not he would listen. It is his choices of course. I do believe that God places people in our lives for a reason. But I do believe that God does allow things to happen. Saying I needed to be more specific in my prayers, was more or less just a little humor from me. Sorry If I was misunderstood.

AND, you all should know that sometimes i come here just to vent how I am feeling at the time. It is the ONLY place I can come and really put my feelings out there. Sometimes it doesnt even make sense to me after I read it later.

But I am doing good today. SOmetimes I just get down and start having a pity party with myself. It is just a way for me to get through things.

Thank you lin, I will look up these verses later and read them. I can always use guidance from Gods word.

Last edited by kissak; 10/04/08 06:52 PM.

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
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M- 1993
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Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10