He didn't show any reaction (guess that's hard to do on IM anyway) to me not going to Paris. Personally I think he's glad as yesterday he said "pretty late" about me arriving at 11. He has openly admitted to missing me, so I do honestly believe he wants to see me. He is probably nervous like me.
So in terms of the letter, it should be sent before Thursday. This means that if I DO send it, we will have had 1 day of being in the house together, but not 2. When I get there on Thursday, he will be at class already, so I will only see him for the night. I guess I can base my decision on whether to send it on how things go Monday and then Tuesday/Wednesday if we have more contact while I'm in Valencia.
I think I'll schedule with Jody for Tuesday/Wednesday so that we can talk about all of Monday, including whatever happens after he gets home from class.
That way based on Monday, she can give me tips for Thursday too...
I haven't got the money back for my ticket. I am feeling a little nervous to as this means another night in Dublin that H doesn't know about. Trying to see if this will somehow come up in "normal conversation", but with us there seems to be no normal conversation about our house, well at least not recently. I pray this will change over the next week...:)
ITH
Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
