Thanks talitsa for your wishes... Ok, lets cntinue joruanling the positive, after all that months writing negative and hurting moments and feelings...!! Yesterday my h was so affective and lovely... he is so care about this, now he is the one who began the touchs and affections...!!... thats great...!!... I also gave him a CD of a nice music group he wants, just to enjoy it while we will be roading to an aisle for vacation with kids... He kiss me and say thanks, a thing he never did in the past....!!! Girls, Boys, maintain the faith... you can win, always win from their crisis... remember bono“s song... With or without you!!... happiness is all around you, get the strong to find it...!! andrea