Thank you Walkingback, I appreciate your thoughts and support.
I understand what you are telling me.



My H wanted me to sign the divorce petition last night. I did.
Signed @ 10:45pm, it hurt like nothing I have ever experienced.


I am so heartbroken.....I am beside myself......


I will contact my L on Monday.......




H said he is going to hold the papers for 2-3 weeks before he files with county court. I will not wait to retain my L.


My H said when it comes right down to it....he didn't want to leave me and he doesn't want to divorce me but OW is putting on more pressure than he can stand and has for 3 years and H said he had to do something. H said he has feelings for me for old reasons and has feelings for her for new reasons. H said he will know in 2-3 weeks if he has made a mistake and chosen the wrong one. I have no plans to contact H ever again. I see it that H has made his choice and that what he has now done is a final act. There are some things that time cannot erase the pain from, this is one of those.



30 years, a beautiful 12 year old boy, a thriving company, assets galore and no debt.....for (1) White Trash, Macho, Controlling, Insecure, Selfish, Klingon, (I could go on) Biker Bitch whos already cleaned out 2 husbands and has sights set on #3.


Life Sucks........


Sanderika


ME48/H48MLC
T 33y
M 28y
S16
OW 8/7/05
Bomb 8/16/05
Sep 9/05
H f'd D 10/3/08
D pp'd 1/20/09,7/24/09,12/4/09
D dismissed 2/5/10
H served me D papers again 9/4/10
D dismissed 9/26/11