Everything was so much fun, so wonderful, so perfect on your trip.. and then you come back to reality (now with an extra twist from the connection made).
No one says you have to resolve it. The Spouse police aren't going to arrest you if you don't tap in to what is unsettling you or him.
You are free.. Free to choose what you want in life.
You love your children. You love life. You are extraordinary.
You know you don't have to fix him, nor should you.
And you're excellent at looking into your soul to see what you need.
What do YOU need (not want, not feel obligated, feel pressured)?
I love you.
*hugs*
PS.. I got the oddest thought.. isn't that how he used to act with you after he came back from a trip? Like you once told someone.. It's like the love between cats and dogs.