The problem is .. the deep pain in my heart. I cant stop crying...why do I love someone so much that has broken my heart ..and at times I dont even think he realizes the pain he is causing.
I dont feel like its a decision..I want to be happy.. I want to go out and find a knight and shining armour that will treat me better than I ever have known... but I dont even know how.. I wake up.. and can only focus on how much I love and miss him.
I really feel for you. I have been in the same spot. No, I don't think he realizes the pain he is causing you. My W pulled a stunt like that tonight. They really don't seem to see it. Even though it may not seem like it, every thing is a decision and a choice. You just have to make you emotions follow your mind. It is a hard thing to do, believe me I know. Keep doing the right things and you will get the right results. It may not be the ones you want now, but it all works out in the end.
Last edited by yenko69; 10/04/0803:44 AM.
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does
