I hear you....hang in there san.... you are a good woman and I'm sorry your H doesn't know what he's got..... Don't give up. I feel the same hurt in my heart for my W. (No OM yet, I just miss her tonight)
Me 47, W 32,D 6, Met 11 yrs. ago, M 7 Bomb 4/08/08, Sep. 8/10/08, Div. 8/10/09