Well as you all know, my husband is currently on vacation in Chicago visiting his family and friends.

When he left, he is currently living with the OW.. but he wasn't able to tell me "yes San...I am done. I want a divorce"

He just said he still needed time and was going to use this vacation away to think about us.

I agreed to give him that..ultimately..I want him back in my life. I love him.

Since he has been gone, I received one text each day.
I responded kindly to them and have let him enjoy his time...I am giving him his space.

Well my fears are true... OW is texting him the entire time. I just looked at the phone bill for yesterday..she sent 6 texts and he sent 5 back....

How can he possibly be thinking about "US" when he is texting and thinking of her.

How do I move on... I am hurting so much..I was hoping this was my last chance for him to realize he loved and missed me.

He is making a fool out of me and my love for him...

Please tell me what to do next.
Another lonely friday night...sitting her crying for the life I miss.

Sandy

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