((K)), I believe I know what you mean by "quiet"; you just need to be still and peaceful; I've been there for a while.
And I knew FG would pop by with "DAM", "No Emotion", "let go" and "Do Work" cryptology; BTW when was the last time you clicked on "Do Work" - its actually your definition. BTW H is well proportioned except maybe for his nose ;).
I have to admit that like the others I'm still in Limboland about your sitch.
