"And I will hear him out hoping he will not ask to try to mend things. That is what I am scared of. I dont know how many of you can get that feeling..."
To me.. this is usually the time when people communicate the best.
If you go back to the old saying "No Emotion" does this situation not allow for that to happen?
We all know that H cares for you and you care for him. He just does not know how to "express" it. He does not know how to "Do Work".
I would love to hear what he would say if you asked him "How have I changed?"
It NEVER fails.. the second you really let go.. I mean really let go.. something changes. I don't know what it is.. or how to explain it.. but the OP can "sense" it.. and as long as it lingers there(within you).. things stay the same.
You still have to make the decision on whether to "Do Work" or not. That is all you. He can't make that decision for you.. even if he proceeds with the D.
"Do not be afraid of sharing hairy english with us either."
I saw that.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
