Yeah, I am over the exposure thoughts for the time being. maybe another time. Dan, did you say your W is a redhead? Wow, We're in the same club...mine too. Damn.
For other news, I think wierd is my favorite word. I recovered from feeling stressed yesterday, went to dinner with some friends and hit the gym. I got home and W was asleep in my bed, (again) I shook her gently and said," Wake up it's time to go." She grumbled something and I crawled into bed and went to sleep.
I don't sleep as well when she's there but I havn't been taking anything lately and I had no trouble, In fact I didn't mind that she was there. At one point she asked me if I tried to wake her and I said yes. When I woke up I couldn't shake the thought that I wasn't sure I wanted to be with her anymore. I still love her but could I trust her again. Do I want to? Wierd coming from me where 24 hours earlier I said to myself that I still really didn't want a D.
Either way I guess I'm ok with it. The paperwork from the mediator should arrive next week.
Tuesday is W's birthday. I think I'll have the kids make her some cards and I'll send her a generic one, perhaps with a sweat message on it...or not. I have a reputation for finding really funny cards. So I'll see.
Me:34 W:31 d's 5 & 10 M: 5 years, T: 8, Bomb1 3/8/08,#2:3/28/08 Asked 4 D:4/19/08, discovered PA 5/8/08,W moved out 6/30/08 W pregnant by OM: 2/17/08
